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| Weird dream...but it's happening again....Previous time, i dreamt about monyet, and this time around i dreamt about Nu...It seems like the past is back again (NO WAY)....but i always smilling whenever i dreamt about them...Perhaps i miss both of them....They are always been the sweeetest guy that i ever met....I wonder what is Nu up to nowadays, he hardly online and the last time i chatted with him, he broke his leg...Herm....I guess i should ask my dad if i can go to Thailand this coming december..(with a good reason i guess :p ) As for monyet, he always made me laugh.I just love bullying and teasing him ( i knoe that he won't be angry with me ).....but he always did the same thing to me so i guess we're even.....but yeah i should meet up with him this coming december too...( hope that last year's incident won't be happening again)....So much so......there's no way a word CLBK comes back into my life..Let it remains as the sweetest memories :) | | |
| Well the day started pretty good.....I was totally surprised to see a package in my mail box...It was for me.....The name was not stated ,but i saw Seattle (It must be from Melinda).....It's so sweet of her to sent me a b'dae present (Morphine Polo) 
Oh gosh....can't believe that "monyet" msg me....he remembers my b'dae :) so happy...though couple of days ago i dreamt about his gf scolding me and asked me to stop keeping in touch with him...gosh that was a total nightmare for me....Well weird dream but yeah so happy that he wished me happy b'dae :) Although he's far away in bandung....he'll be close deep in my heart.......bestfriend that i really wish to keep the friendship forever :) | | |
| Can't believe that summer class is already over and it's been 2 weeks since my break started. So much thing happening for the past 2 weeks....The meeting with new people and had those fun in the bar and also had the allergic.......well i thought that i could drink alcohol, unfortunately mixing up all the drink ended me up having the allergic...i guess it's my fate that i can only drink whine, but not those martinis or whatever drink that my friend ordered for me.......but i promise i would never lay my hand on any alcohol drink until i am sure that i won't have those allergic after drinking.....i guess i'm no longer mad at my brother since he cancelled our trip to NY and his visit to sf..I guess i have to learn to stay still and enjoy how beautiful Sf is and also spending my time with my friends........YEAH...andreani is coming back this coming wednesday and hope to have fun with her on sunday....not expecting anything for this coming weekend, but i do really hope "monyet" will at least msg me or text me........ | | |
| sitting down alone in an empty room....thinking about what i should type on for my online class's discussion. Hate to admit but i'm slacking off doing nothing. Plenty of work should be done over the weekend but yet I am now thinking about something else. Sometimes it's really hard to express what i really feel and that kind of feeling really gonna ruin my day. Oh gosh i hope that this is not going to last forever. Please give me some inspiration and energy to to my assignment......Let this crazy feeling be gone | | |
| Feeling so empty...That happen whenever I came back from holiday...either from Indonesia or Seattle...Spending the entire break with someone that you love and care so much make everything seems hard to be seperated...Coming back to the SF and an empty house where no one is going to talk nor accompany you around the house makes everything seem harder..Sometimes i appreciate my private time and being alone, but being someone that having the entire summer break with crowdness and back to a lonely position, make me so pathetic..Feeling moody makes it even worse...Listening to the CD that Ko Clement gave it to me, reminds me back about those laughters in his house, car and restaurants...Those moment makes me so down right now...The weather is not helping at all in cheering me up since it's so freaking HOT....I hate hot weather...hoping so much that my mood is getting better so that i can concentrate back on my sch work.... | | |
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